18 Aug 2008|| Comments (10)

Please check out my Livejournal since that's where I've posted all my old sketches from here and will be posting it there from now on. Please feel free to add me!!! It'll make me smileeeeee~! :D
Ahhh, this summer has been pretty blaaaah for me. :/ This was "supposed" to happen:

I was gonna read Katekyō Hitman Reborn! but that didn't happen. I got too preoccupied with random yaoi and supper shojo series. 0_o;

My grandparents were supposed to visit but there were complications

Move houses, but I dunno what's gonna happen now

But on the brighter side these things did happen:

Caught up with most series I wanted too

Drew quite lots...edited Hidama :)

Read lotsa yaoi~! :B keekeekee!!
<4>Got lots of sleep!
And got some other small crap done too. So perhaps this wasn't SUCH a bad summer. But I seriously need to go out and do things more often. I don't do ANYTHING. All my high school, I've only been in 2 clubs- Mu Alpha Theta (a math tutoring club...and I tutored my friends so you know there wasn't much teaching going on) and Math team (I was so utterly worthless to the team. I just ate all the cookies!!!) And this final year I know I won't be joining anything since firstly - my parents will tell me I'm being a pain in the ass when they have to drive me everywhere and secondly - cuz i'm just too lazy. :) So that might hurt my college application a little. But sorry, I don't wanna do any community service or etc. I'll do it if I ever get arrested or something, but till then, I gonna be a lazy ass. :) Selfish little person I am, but I think schools just like using free labor. (sorry, that's just my theory of the "conspiracy" haha!) I refusuuuued to be uuuuuused! (Tho I have nothing against people that do like doing community service and etc. Not all community service is that bad, i understand!) And I know some ppl might look at me - a person who seems like a snob that doesn't help the "needy"- but I think those people don't know everything about me and I have my reasons for "not helping." Some people don't really need the help of a 17 year old. I hate it how some people in my school act like they have these awful awful lives and their parents are drug addicts or alcoholics and etc. while MOST LIKELY. in reality, their parents just got drunk once, but that immediately put them on the status of alcoholic. 0_o; I'm pretty sure that no one at my school is DIRT POOR, so it's amusing when some people act like they live in a box or something. Everyone has problems but people with REAL SERIOUS problems don't blab about them to everyone because it's hard to talk about them (without sounding like the fake attention seekers) and some people are embarrassed to talk about them.
Correct me if I'm wrong but it sounds like the person who's loudly telling everyone their problems is just asking for attention or pity. (Loudly in a public place or something) But maybe the reason they're seeking attention is because they have some other problems. None-the-less, it really annoys me for some reason because I don't know how to act when it's obvious that they're just faking a drama. You can't just flat out tell them to quit it since that's a little harsh, I think. 0_o;
I'm kinda wishing school would start already since I feel so slug-ish. But I know that pretty much the 2nd week of school I'm gonna want summer back. Hahahaha!

Anyyyyyways, been very obsessed with Big Bang now. That explains the picture. :3
I haven't made a layout in a while!! I miss webdesigning!! ;_; Maybe I'll make something, just for the heck of it?

11 Aug 2008|| Comments (14)

Hello-ie!! :3 I think this has been the longest that I haven't updated, in a while! I've been kinda infatuated with Deviantart. (my account is- here).
I've changed the "layout" here! Not really the layout of things but just the image and the CSS as you can see. :) The image took so long to do since I kept on being interrupted by my family!!! GAWRSH! lol!
Anyways, things are beginning to get pretty busy for me now. School is starting and I've been also trying to figure out college stuff (a little too late). I've finally finished all the 5 books that I had to read for AP English, so now I have just 2 more papers to write and study for AP Physics test coming up on the first day (same as it was with Chemistry >_<). I actually liked some of the books we had to read, even though sometimes they got pretty boring. I liked Crime and Punishment (Dostoyevski) and The Plague (Camus). The Plague actually got me kinda tear-y eyed! LOL! It was such a sad and depressing book, but still very well written and with a good meaning. The Invisible Man(Ellison) was also a very well written and meaningful book.
I've been listening to Kaya (top) a lot. He has such nice songs and a really nice voice~!! Plus, he's friends with Juka (another great musician). :3 Ahh, Visual Kei~! ♥
Blog buddies and linkies, sorry for abandoning you for a while!!! I will visit everyone soon!! u_u

28 Jul 2008|| Comments (42)

Yaaaay!!! Since this Saturday (26th) I'm officially 17 years old~!!! XD I kinda wish I was 18 already, but 17 is a pretty sweet number too! I got this beginners course on Japanese, so hopefully in a year or so I can speak a little bit. AND only then will I really crack down on kanji. =_= Gawd, it's so much work!!! And you know...this is all for the sake of being able to read/understand manga, doujinshi, anime and jdramas. :D Probably pretty nutty, but does it ever hurt in life to speak more languages? I don't think anyone will condemn you for it! LMAO! I wish my school offered Japanese classes. A teacher's help would be great.
Yesterday I discovered another awesome awesome band- Since1889!!! 8D The lead singer has such a gorgeous voice, omg! I really recommend anyone to listen to this song- My November.

Me and Joyce have been really working on our manga! We're planning on posting it online soon, so please check it out then! :D It's an fantasy/drama/romance series about a girl, Sadako, and a boy, Taka, who pass into a "dream" world by accident thus they wish to.... find a way out. LOL! Joyce does the main art and I do the main script.

I was gonna do a separate shounen-ai series this summer too, and I actually finished it (it's short, only like 4 chapters, i think), but I'm too lazy to put up for now. So maybe I'll do it next summer or sometime this year (tho that might be hard with school). I'm also planning on posting some short stories with illustrations on here, but I just haven't gotten around to writing a good short story or drawing a good illustration for it. 0_o; AND I also wanna do a doujinshi, but that'll be way way later. I dunno, I LOVE reading doujinshi's but making my own kinda feels weird for me. Same with drawing fan art- my mind goes blank. That's why I usually draw original characters, but I wanna draw fan art toooo! ;_;

21 Jul 2008|| Comments (12)

AWWW!! Thank you all the people who have voted for me on the last entry and thank you for all the great comments!!! I really really really appreciate it!! *major huggles*
So....lately, I have been so super super super lazy. Oh Doctor, the first symptoms started at the beginning of last year and now it's been getting worse and worse, what should i doooo~?!! (um..i didn't actually go to the doctor *doh*) Despite all my laziness I can't get off the computer. So I've been updating like everyday. The updates are posted on the index page. :) I've added new Illust and attempting to work on some more. OK! Right now I'm making a resolution- to quit being so lazy for the rest of this summer, quit WASTING time on the computer and follow the plans I make for each day. Why is that so hard to do, I dunno.
Ok, I know this is probably very annoying (since you might've seen it so often online) but I've just discovered this thing called the Caramelldansen. The song is really great and I've discovered a great band I think (Caramell!!! A Swedish band that has really really awesome songs, but I dunno much about it yet.) I got curious because I kept on seeing this dance (and many many many versions of it) around the net:

But I personally dislike the dance. (sorry!!) I know it's pretty stupid to dislike just a simple dance like that but I....I just don't get it. 0_o; Why is it every where? The song is very good tho, since I like techno or techno type music. This kinda reminds me of the Numa Numa dancing kid like a few years back. Didn't get that too. (LOOOVE the song, tho!) So if I post myself singing some song and dancing to it I'll be famous (in a way) too? No waaaiii~

15 Jul 2008|| Comments (55)

YAAAAYYY~! This is Hidama, "revamped" for like the billions time! :D What do you think? The layout is once again an iframe. Even tho I really dislike iframes, I keep coming back to them. I guess it's cuz they're very comfortable to use, sometimes. And they're pretty organized. My sister loves iframes. lol! :)

ALSO!!! Please welcome 2 new blog buddies: Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie Goldie
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By the way! Me and sis finished playing KINGDOM HEARTS 2!! LOL! Ahhh, Sora I love you~ The dialog is very easy to turn into yaoi, I think!

My head hurts after being on the computer for like 6 hours straight, EACH day for the last 2-3 days. So I might need to chill from it for a few days. ;_; That'll be tough. lols! But you know I'll visit all you blog buddies tomorrow anyways! :D

OH YESSHHH!! KIND PEOPLE, PLEASE VOTE FOR ME AT NIQUE'S SOTM CONTEST!! i will be happy! :)

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